So of course I procrastinated on the blog posting, but in my excuse this semester has gotten CRAZY real fast, but I have a schedule created and I finally worked in some blogging time :D My next post will be about one of my favorite subjects (Beyoncé!!!)
But any who, I’m up because I have an economics quiz AND political science quiz tomorrow – told you this semester was insane. I don’t know if it’s because of Valentine’s Day or what, but I’ve been thinking a lot on relationships lately.
Recently, I haven’t really been “talking” to anyone, and I don’t even have any prospects. How sad …right??? Maybe not! I’m only 19 and the pressure to have that perfect relationship seems more and more important.. BUT WHY! There is so much that I want to accomplish that half the time the opposite sex isn’t even on my mind. Maybe I’m abnormal but the idea of being alone on Valentine’s Day doesn’t bother me because I’ve never had one. My mom always gave me presents and candy, so I’ve never had the need to have someone else to do it.
Watching love stories doesn’t make me sad; I actually like them because I get encouraged for what my future relationship (whenever it comes) will be like. Maybe it’s my past experiences with boys, but I honestly don’t want to be involved with anyone that isn’t ready to make me a priority in their life, and the same goes for me.
All I know is that whenever I choose to date someone, it will be amazing. I have an “old-fashioned” or “traditional” sense of love, if that even exists. As embarrassed as I am to admit it, I want a relationship like Beyoncé and Jay-Z or Michelle and Barack Obama. Successful people with successful relationships, that’s my dream.
I haven’t seen my parents in a healthy relationship, in like forever, so maybe that’s why I’m in my current “anti-relationship” stage. But I know that whenever it happens it will be amazing, so I’ll wait!
Goodnight world, economics is sadly calling my name.
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